Maybe (maybe not)

I do not believe that the meaning of life is a puzzle to be solved.

Life is. I am. Anything might happen.

And I believe I may invest my life with meaning. 

The uncertainty is a blessing in disguise.

If I were absolutely certain about all things, I would spend my life in anxious misery, fearful of losing my way. But since everything and anything are always possible, the miraculous is always nearby and wonders shall never, ever cease.

—robert fulghum, from the book Maybe (maybe not)

Humans

I know who you are.

I want to apologized and at the same time, I want to thank you for bringing out the best and the worst in me.

What is meant to be will always find its way, not too early nor too late.

Always on time.

Someday, when I looked back on this I know it will bring smile to my face because it happened.

As for now, I wish you….never existed.

 

 

Musing : My life as a whole

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My life as a whole is a DREAM COME TRUE.

My first dream was to become a nun.

I entered the convent at aged 30, but got out after 2 years.

My life as a whole is an ADVENTURE.

A once in a lifetime experienced with the local tribe of Mindoro, knowing their culture and traditions in the mountain for a month. A life without electricity, an overflowing supply of water, and you can touch the sky by raising up your hands.

My life as a whole is MAGICAL.

Being love and be loved in return with the man of my dreams.  Though, people does really change.

My life as a whole is a MYSTERY.

Who would have thought that I will be reconnected with my first love after 25 years. The man that I thought was disappeared on this earth, came back to life to process forgiveness and finally to forget.

My life as a whole is UNPREDICTABLE.

I guess, It would not become a “life” if I knew what will going to happen.

And sometimes, I thank GOD for what went wrong.

 

 

Like mother, like daughter

“Kids have to exposed to different things in order to develop. A child is not going to find out he likes to play a musical instruments if you never exposed him to…”

– Dr. Temple Grandin

Writings of my daughter, aged 8.

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Dating

There you are again

Always on time

Never miss a day

With your warm greetings

With your contagious smile

With your sincere eyes

With your neatly ironed clothes

Asking what I want

Serving my favorite tea

Of course

Because you’re the waiter from the cafe.

Sleepover

Last night, while doing the dishes my 4 years old daughter was talking to me.

Daughter : Mom, was dad just sleeping over with us?

Me : Why do you ask?

Daughter : Because you already drove him away from our house. He just here because he misses us, his daughters.

Me : (Speechless)….

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Fairytale

I wish I am a princess...sleeping
   waiting for a kiss from a prince to wake me up
Instead of waking up by the loud voice of my mother .

I wish I am a princess...getting ready for the ball
   with a beautiful ballgown and a glass slipper
Instead of wearing an old fashioned dress and a rubber slipper.

I wish I am a princess...with a golden long hair
    letting it down will appear my prince
Instead of letting down my hair appear a silver gray hair. 

I wish I am a princess...with a beautiful singing voice
     can walked on land for the sake of love
Instead of seeing the man I loved walking  away from me.

I wish I am a princess...
      waiting for a prince to rescue me.

But I am not a princess
   And my life is not a fairytale.

TMI Tag – Too Much Info about me!!

I was surprise when I received a tag from Jay Kaushal. Whom I admired for his poetry and  philosophical thoughts.

It’s so ironic that in one of my previous post I mentioned that I’m not good at answering questions, but I guess there’s no harm in trying for noticing and getting to know more of myself.

So the idea behind the TMI tag is Too Much Information.

What are you currently wearing?

mint green sleeveless blouse, blue mini-shirt, rainbow colors slipper and maroon eyeglass

Have you ever been in love?

yeah

Have you ever had a terrible breakup?

yes

How old are you?

42

How tall are you?

5 flat

How much do you weigh?

45 kgs

Do you have any piercings?

Nope, but it came to my mind that it would be cool to have it.

What’s your favourite drink?

coffee and winter melon milk tea.

What’s you favourite song?

‘Your Song” by Elton John

What’s your zodiac sign?

Sagittarius

How long does it take you to shower?

15 mins minimum. When I was in the convent, I took 5 mins maximum for my shower.

What’s your favourite show?

ALLY MCBEAL. It’s also the reason why I named my first child ALI.

What’s your favourite band?

The Script

Something you really miss?

Dating. The feeling when a man make you feel loved.

Where do you go when you’re sad?

at the church.

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

Just a minute to fix myself, the problem would be waking up. lol.

Have you ever been in a physical fight?

Never. I would not waste a minute thinking bout it.

What turns you on?

Artist or someone who can appreciate arts.

What turns you off?

Inconsiderate to other people and to nature

Qualities you look for in a partner?

Faithful

What’s your favourite colour?

Blue

Loud music or soft?

It depends on my mood.

Favourite quote?

“Even the falling leaves has its reason”

Favourite actor?

Liam Neeson

Do you have any fears?

Yes

What’s the last thing that made you cry?

I’m the type of person who cries easily, can’t remember the last time I cried hehe. But I still remember the time I cried so hard and eventually fell sleep from crying. When I watched the movie of Tom Hanks  “Cast Away”, that I never want to watch it again cause I fear that I might cry again that hard.

Last time you said you loved someone?

A minute ago, to one of my daughters. She came to me and said “Ma I love you”.

Last book you read?

Oh gosh been a while, I can’t remember.

The book you’re currently reading?

None as of now, I guess it’s so hard to find a good book today.

Last show you watched?

“BLACK” is a korean drama series with 18 episodes. I watched the full series in 3 consecutive nights. Well, Filipinos are well-known korean-drama fanatics. But none can compare to taiwanese show “Meteor Garden”.

Last place you were?

In the four corners of my room

Last sport you played?

I’m not into sports, but I love to swim.

Who’s the last person you talked to?

Alecs, my second child.

The last song you sang?

“Morning, noon and night time” by jane olivar

Favourite chat up line?

Whatsup?

Do you have a crush?

None

The relationship between you and the person you last texted?

Friend

Favourite food?

Veggies and fish, less salt and oil

Place you want to visit?

Iceland, one of the happiest country to live in the world.

http://happinessaroundtheglobe.com/8-facts-on-iceland/

  • Per capita Iceland has the highest number of book and magazine publications and 10% of the country’s population will publish a book in their lifetimes.
  • Babies in Iceland are routinely left outside to nap while mom’s and dads catch up with their friends inside a bar.

 

What’s the last time you kissed someone?

Can’t remember

Last time you were insulted?

I never entertain insults.

Favourite sweet?

Any kind of cake less sweet

What instruments do you play?

I wish I can play any kind of instruments, but on my mother’s genes they’re all musicians.

Favourite piece of jewellery?

I think they don’t like me, cause if I have one it will eventually get lost

Last time you hung out with anyone?

last two weeks, with high school friends

So, that was it!

Hope my fellow bloggers that I will tag will continue tagging others…HAVE FUN GUYS !

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